Invaluable testimonial

Around, thoughtless words are often confused with infinity: fear, cowardice, insecurity and ignorance are infinite. Opinions change, details change, but not context. So much of a despicable thing could not fail to contribute to that the time comes of losing control. 

   December 15 of that year. She looked me in the eye and said she loved me after I saw her with someone else. She still wanted to convince me that I was crazy. However, she didn't have to, because at that moment I had freaked out.I accumulated poisons in my soul and the time for the rapture had come. I know a lot of people think it wasn't me who died but I got lost in the maze of life and it's the same. I felt my blood bubbling and every particle of hatred and unhappiness that had welled up in me since the first lie ran straight into my brain. The sky that had been blue a few seconds ago was now red as my eyes and misty with tears. She never saw me cry, never saw me moan and not even complain. And now she would have to feel at once the weight of everything I could have ever done falling on her like an anvil. I didn't hate you, I loved you. And during those years we spent together, I could appreciate and observe you. I kept for myself every detail, every perfume, taste, sensation; it is all in my memory and it does not go with my wife; it stays to remind me of who someone once was; someone who loved me for a moment. I have been moments and it will be eternity. Alive she would not survive in my mind as it was already succumbing as my love. I could not let it die. I don't mind not being able to see the sunlight completely since by your side I was almost always in the dark and, if I don't seem free now, know that as your blood dripped I felt like the waters of the sea pouring into the ocean. Live it would not survive in my mind as it was already succumbing as my love. I could not let it die. I don't mind not being able to see the sunlight completely since by your side I was almost always in the dark and, if I don't seem free now, know that as your blood dripped I felt like the waters of the sea pouring into the ocean. I was freer than you dreamed to be. And that, my love, is priceless.